My love

The word love is present in nature.Love is present every where. when we wake-up early in the morning the trees swings their branches and birds were creeping this all is seems to be in love.
 When we listen the word love our mind think only about the love between a boy and a girl generally they feel at the teenage.Indian society doesn't support these trends. After the age of economic reform with lots of science achievements we get a good achievements of this love trend too.
 I used the term love trend. yes it seems like a fashion trends. like in school and colleges it is performed like a given homework done at class hours. well time had changed. In Indian mythology love is a term used for affection with respect and able to do sacrifices.
In my views love is a most meaningless work done by people who don't have any work to do or who don't love their parents. Still in India people who fall in love is killed on a name of Honor killing.
I don't understand after this all why people go for love and affair. Why don't they concentrate on their career.
yeah! its true only few youngsters think like me.
Hope if they truly love their parent they will not do anything to make their parent feel bad and bow their head.

Life in the form of knife.

We always hear people saying," The way you treat the people the same returns to you". Is it a truth or a myth? the question is too much easy but yes, little bit complicated. Thousands of possible answers. I always help the needy people. support them in their tough time. But left them as they became confident and self sufficient. This seems my big Mistake to them. My care-ring nature make them totally dependent over me. They use to disturb be for each and every simple and small problems. This is about all the people living around me. Now about a single person who remains always with me. my room partner. She is younger then me. So as i meet her the fist time she was so afraid of hostel. I supported her but now my support become a big problem to me. As i always accepted her wishes and fulfilled them. Now she don't want to do a single work, not even brings water to the room. She became totally careless about things in room.The room looks like a dustbin. She don't want to obey me at all but this is not the problem. The problem is her show off. when we are outside she shows enough, like she never disobey me and can't do anything without my permission. Its amazing.  I just want to kill that person who made these lines," world is like a mirror the way you give gets in return." here the situation is totally different the way Am bending myself , She want me to bend some more. Her best armament is her tears. If i go against her wishes, she start dropping tears and i hate tears. So she always win. In my view point its easy to adjust with your all family member but its tough to adjust with a room-partner....

how to get rid of corruption and cheating.

Corruption is a word which means a virus for the system of economy. We all wants a corruption free environment but is it possible. In our life each one had to face this virus. Some people use to spread this virus just for raising their profit while others who want to fight with this virus of corruption will have to pay for it. I become the victim of this virus during my Post graduation (p.g) classes. I always love to be leader. When the pupil think it’s a job of not their business. Then I like to do them. My helping nature always put me to the battle field. I am a girl of very sensitive nature so little good news makes me happy a lot while little bad news makes me sink into the ocean of sorrow. I become a leader at my class not political but educational as I was a topper. But my kind nature towards student made me an enemy into the eyes of the teachers and I have to pay great sacrifices of my marks in my first year result. They were just passing. The teachers had taken their revenge. I have to suffer because I raise my voice for completing syllabus at university level, because I was against coaching and tuitions. All students were with me but in the last two months they escaped and joined the tuitions under University teacher. It was a local university where there was regionalism and I was an outsider so remains aloof from others in all sense. I have to pay for my honesty. A first failure in my life I lost my mind and become a patient physically and mentally. I remain hospitalized for one month. Doctors were unable to understand the reason of my high fever. Finally long time fever results into typhoid and then in the hospital I get my first lesson. There was a lady patient at last level of cancer. No chance of her life. She had three children of 9years, 11 years and 16 years. She was dying with a great pain in her heart that what will happen of her children’s after her death. As her bed was near mine so we always had a talk. In front of her pain I forget my pain of academic result and also the pain of injection given to me. The very thing which bonds me to live was love and affection of my parents. They didn’t spoke a single word in regard of my result. They supported me from the very first day of result announcement. If they were not with me I will commit sue-side. But by god grace I have so kind and understanding parent. As I got discharge form hospital I decided to leave the university because a 3rd division marks is not of any use. So I raped my luggage and leave the place. My mom was in favour of my decision but my dad said me a coward. He encouraged me and sent me back to the university to take my revenge. According to him m a good student and in final year the teachers will be different and result may not repeat itself. So I returned some teachers were also in my favour that this will not happen again. Well I worked hard and scored 71% marks in my final year but the aggregate remains at 58.8%. It’s awful! But I have broken so many records of my university. I was so happy. Now again after my success I faced this virus corruption. It was my first day of duty at a university session exam. We were two invigilators, me and a guy. He allotted me the task of filling forms and formalities and was on round. As I get free from the formalities I asked him to sit. He just escaped by saying I will be back in ten minutes. Oh god it’s too strange too see that more than 20 of students were writing with chits. I said them to surrender, 18 of them did. But 2 were very rude. So I called the staff and they made a case of that student. His paper was canceled. Then the class remains silent. All were writing their own paper. As I was in the mid way to my hostel someone stopped me. He was some student leader. He came to warned me, not to catch the chit and not to make any case. Otherwise he will harm me. I said to him, “I will do whatever I want. I don’t know any student leader. If he comes in my way he will not live any more”. I told this story to my mom. She ordered me not to go on duties as she loves me a lot and don’t want any problem with me. I faced this virus of corruption the two times but all the time he defeated me. I feel alone to fight with this virus. Does the silent marches with loud voice and banners in hand will be sufficient to defeat this devil. It is in our brain in our blood. It’s tough to let him out. The honest and intelligent people remains without job and the donation will make the people get the job.

Hope so in future we will have a corruption free environment. Where people like me will survive.

A STRONG GIRL.

A girl always wants to become strong and independent. She don't want a supportive hand to stand. She don't want to obey the others for her each and every action.. She wants to move on the road  made by her. Is it possible? It is cumbersome but not impossible. Whenever a girl use to go out of her house a list of instruction is given to her by father, mother or else elders. The most important instruction remains: Always in contact up to the time you were outside. Is this all necessary? The answer may be 'Yes' or 'No' depends on your view point.
The answer will be 'No' if you are too alert and intelligent to tackle any problem and 'yes' if you are so innocent and always lived in a fully secured environment.
People are of two types, one who respect the girls as well as support them and other who always underestimate them at every frontier and pull them back into the barer of so called custom and tradition. We girls have our own huge bulk of experiences. Below mentioned is one of my own experiences.

I was on a trip to Jaipur for attending my UPSC exam. well as it was my first visit, the place was to strange to me. One thing I did well was my stay at an engineering girl's hostel was conform. As in India, it is tough to reach at time. My arrival was decided at 6 pm but I reached at 8pm. it was too dark. As I put my first foot on the strange land of Jaipur wearing a formal dress. Lots of taxi driver gathered around me and were asking where to go? I was ready to take the one but a lady from back asked me "where you want to go?"
I told her the place that was quite far away. She said to me not to hire a taxi but to go through the bus. On asking she told me a girl of your age is being kidnapped last night and nobody knows what happens to her. This made me afraid too. Well she remains with me up to the midway. The bus was also going to the midway. Now i had to take the next bus to reach the exact location. That moment was too fearful as the road was silent with a nearby single shop opened and only the male persons were roaming. I decided to ask the shopkeeper about that bus, it was after half an hour. Then I decided to take a taxi instead of standing there as the shopkeeper was going to shut the shop. Now I was in a taxi, the driver was singing song and meanwhile asking about me too. I was not answering to him. now he started dancing too. As i see the outside Scene, it was totally dark like a night of new moon day. Only a single road was running, no light, no shops on either side of the road. I don't know whether he was taking me to the right way or not. Well suddenly he stops and take a paan from a small shop. I too come out of the taxi and copied the number plate in my sms and send it to my parents and friends. All became alert. Finally i got back into the taxi but he didn't stop his talking. This makes me angry too and I said to him in a rude voice your taxi number is being sent to the police station. Sit properly and drive sincerely otherwise the next morning you will be in jail. This made him afraid and then he takes me to the right place without speaking a single word.

The motto of sharing the story is just to make the innocent girl aware about a small problem they usually face during their visit to some strange place.