Corruption is a word which means a virus for the system of economy. We all wants a corruption free environment but is it possible. In our life each one had to face this virus. Some people use to spread this virus just for raising their profit while others who want to fight with this virus of corruption will have to pay for it. I become the victim of this virus during my Post graduation (p.g) classes. I always love to be leader. When the pupil think it’s a job of not their business. Then I like to do them. My helping nature always put me to the battle field. I am a girl of very sensitive nature so little good news makes me happy a lot while little bad news makes me sink into the ocean of sorrow. I become a leader at my class not political but educational as I was a topper. But my kind nature towards student made me an enemy into the eyes of the teachers and I have to pay great sacrifices of my marks in my first year result. They were just passing. The teachers had taken their revenge. I have to suffer because I raise my voice for completing syllabus at university level, because I was against coaching and tuitions. All students were with me but in the last two months they escaped and joined the tuitions under University teacher. It was a local university where there was regionalism and I was an outsider so remains aloof from others in all sense. I have to pay for my honesty. A first failure in my life I lost my mind and become a patient physically and mentally. I remain hospitalized for one month. Doctors were unable to understand the reason of my high fever. Finally long time fever results into typhoid and then in the hospital I get my first lesson. There was a lady patient at last level of cancer. No chance of her life. She had three children of 9years, 11 years and 16 years. She was dying with a great pain in her heart that what will happen of her children’s after her death. As her bed was near mine so we always had a talk. In front of her pain I forget my pain of academic result and also the pain of injection given to me. The very thing which bonds me to live was love and affection of my parents. They didn’t spoke a single word in regard of my result. They supported me from the very first day of result announcement. If they were not with me I will commit sue-side. But by god grace I have so kind and understanding parent. As I got discharge form hospital I decided to leave the university because a 3rd division marks is not of any use. So I raped my luggage and leave the place. My mom was in favour of my decision but my dad said me a coward. He encouraged me and sent me back to the university to take my revenge. According to him m a good student and in final year the teachers will be different and result may not repeat itself. So I returned some teachers were also in my favour that this will not happen again. Well I worked hard and scored 71% marks in my final year but the aggregate remains at 58.8%. It’s awful! But I have broken so many records of my university. I was so happy. Now again after my success I faced this virus corruption. It was my first day of duty at a university session exam. We were two invigilators, me and a guy. He allotted me the task of filling forms and formalities and was on round. As I get free from the formalities I asked him to sit. He just escaped by saying I will be back in ten minutes. Oh god it’s too strange too see that more than 20 of students were writing with chits. I said them to surrender, 18 of them did. But 2 were very rude. So I called the staff and they made a case of that student. His paper was canceled. Then the class remains silent. All were writing their own paper. As I was in the mid way to my hostel someone stopped me. He was some student leader. He came to warned me, not to catch the chit and not to make any case. Otherwise he will harm me. I said to him, “I will do whatever I want. I don’t know any student leader. If he comes in my way he will not live any more”. I told this story to my mom. She ordered me not to go on duties as she loves me a lot and don’t want any problem with me. I faced this virus of corruption the two times but all the time he defeated me. I feel alone to fight with this virus. Does the silent marches with loud voice and banners in hand will be sufficient to defeat this devil. It is in our brain in our blood. It’s tough to let him out. The honest and intelligent people remains without job and the donation will make the people get the job.
Hope so in future we will have a corruption free environment. Where people like me will survive.
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